Sunday, August 3, 2008
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i am sad!!!!!!!
hais.... dunno if anyone still visit this blog, hahas
anw, i received a sms this morning and it really caused me to think alot, then i ended up being sad for the entire day lor, hais.... its the same scenario, but my decision was different... i decided not to con't but to put an end to it. :(
ard evening, i kind of cheered up a bit ba, but i went to my jie's blog, saw some stuffs that i'm prob not suppose to? i'm not sure.... i think my relationship with jie has already become a one-way relationship, dun think she treats me as her di anymore... XD dunno if i should continue to try to get her to communicate with me.... dun even know wat she thinks of me, prob just another person in her life? i'm not sure.... i dun wanna hurt her, but i also want answers. in search for the answers, somehow i will cause her hurt. looking forward to the time that she will treat me as a friend, a friend that she will prob talk to. wanna know her more, but..... i dunno how....
how i wish i can just be less stubborn and let go of this one-way relationship
cause its seriously not working out XD
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