Love Letters From The One Above

Love one another
For it is by loving one another
That other's will know
That we are His disciples
If we love one another

The Child He saved
Alfred
17 this year
Kabod!!!!
COSBT

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Jesus
Kabod
COSBT
YOU!

Dislikes
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Wednesday, February 18, 2009 - :

i just realised i have unknowingly neglected some of my brothers & sisters in christ. no doubt i have fellowshipped with some, but at the same time, i have also neglected some. as God entrust me with my new "job scope" i shall trust God that He will bless me. i know that i am unable to reach out to everyone, so i thank God that He used another brother of mine to look out for those that i've neglected. even as i've said that i wanted to see hearts & speak lives, He has already assigned me ppl to reachout to & people that i can "practise" on. thank God. He knows what i've been through, He knows that i've experienced ppl telling me they wanna die, He knows that i've exprienced ppl telling me that they wanna backslide, He knows that i've seen ppl backsliding. He knows my pain each time i speak to such ppl, but yet at the same time, He constantly empowers me, making me stronger each time round. as of now i can't say that i'm leading a 100% holy & godly life, but i dare to say that i'm striving to achieve it. though i'm not exactly a "ppl-orientated" person, but He granted me the ability to understand without exchanging much verbal speech. He used my not so wonderful life to make the life of others better. He made me who i am today. i know that i've not been exactly a wonderful brother, i know that i've "betrayed the trust" of many seriously, after someone have told me their problems, 75% of the time i would be at a lost of what to do & how to help them. i know that sometimes i try to help, in the process of helping u, i destroyed something between us, either the friendship between us, the trust u had for me or something else, somehow, after u told me ur problem, its like a glass wall would be established between us. that's something i wanna change. i dun wish for our friendship to be at stake whenever someone tells me his/her problem.

Anw, i'm now still at the training stage, i'm praying everyday now, praying that i will continue to grow & grow stronger, brighter & brighter each day. till the day that i become nothing more than a "puppet" for the Lord to use


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