Friday, March 20, 2009
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what do u mean? i dun understand, hope ur intentions is not what i thought it to be.....
rejected....
alfred thanked jesus at4:28 AM
Thursday, March 12, 2009
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i'm feeling kind of pissed now.. i really wonder, besides those flirts, who else treats love so casually? i mean even those flirts who like play around with ppl of the opposite gender have only one person who they truly love. but yet those that are not flirts are also like starting to treat love as a game! its just so infuriating how someone can say that they love another person simply because other ppl say so. come one la, love is not a game, its not like some shirt u wear where u can just change out of it as and when u like, its not something that u have simply because u feel like having it. its not...
u say u like her simply because ppl are spreading rumours that sounds super real & that u are just going with the flow? how i wish u realise the consequences of ur actions. love is not something that hangs from ur lips, love is not just doing nice things for the one close to ur heart. i seriously have no idea what u are thinking, cause i am listening to 2 different stories now & i can't shut my ear or block off one side, its not fair, but hearing u say that u are just "going with the flow" i just dun think its right. ever thought of how others might feel? what if she really likes u? what if there's some other girl out there that likes u? if that's the case then u really would have broken lots of hearts unknowingly. really hope that u can make ur stand, as in just being true to ur feelings & not just "going with the flow". also, it is not a must to play along, its a choice, in everything that u do, there will be a choice, sometimes the consequence of certain choices may be heavier, but still, u have a choice.
currently i dunno which story to listen to.... its like i understand both point of views, it clicks, but yet, certain things still dun quite makes sense to me. i wanna know the truth, the reasons for ur actions, the reasons for the words that u say...
alfred thanked jesus at8:20 AM
Friday, March 6, 2009
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should i trouble myself with the problems of others? i have no idea, i doubt ppl will see this, but anw, if anyone really DO see this, do tell me ur opinion ok? cause i have friend who have problems but yet unwilling to share(as always? this is one thing that i'm still unable to get used to =.=).
this is my opinion on the above issue, i shall state first that it is knd of a neutral stand.
firstly, i feel that i should not trouble myself with their trouble cause it is they themselves who dun wanna share in the first place, then if i keep trying to find out or probe into it, it'll be like invading into their privacy? yea, so i'll feel bad
secondly, i also have the desire to go find out what exactly is happening. i know i'm contradicting myself now, but still, my heart aches to see my friends feel sad. i am really clueless XD its hard to totally not be bothered by the feelings of my friends, really hard, but yet i'm so helpless? hahas ^^
ok, i shall not start a new post, but instead i shall just "squeeze" everything into this one post! hahas, just had a talk with jerome earlier. was very thankful for the talk ba ^^ anw, i need encouragement de, hahas, so must encourage me ok? lolz!
anw, was kind of talking about my dream or to put it in another manner it'll be what i wanna be in the future. i really did thought about it, so anw, i guess my dream is to find some girl to share my life with, really =.= but then again, i also realised that we can have our dreams and wishes but yet we need not fulfil them right away, anyone disagree? let say for example that i wanna build a building, i can't just gather loads of cement & start hammering away right? plans are to be made ma, its like before building a building, u need to check the ground to see if it is stable, u need to ensure that the blueprint of the building is out also ma, can't just build based on memory right? hahas(that would seriously be funny!) also need to find manpower and all that, build building also need find suitable dimensions & all, so it is really not easy leh.
i think that the same applies for our dreams & wishes, really, its like we have our own dreams & wishes, most of the time we will wanna just dive into fulfilling it right? its like we're so into fulfilling it such that we will fail to fulfil it at the end of the day. when young that time teachers keep asking us to write essay on what we wanna be when we grow up, then everyone will just write some rubbish just to humour the teacher. sometimes we still hold on to that mindset, to just go & fulfil our wish & we fail to consider the factors that will aid in the success of the dream being fulfilled.
anw, its just my opinion ba, if u feel differently, pls dun hesitate to voice out ^^ i dun mind u having a different opinion, but i do mind if u say that my opinion is wrong! hahas, anw, i guess that's all for today ba ^^ goodnight ppl! take care :D
alfred thanked jesus at7:48 AM
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thanks jerome, really needed the talk :D
alfred thanked jesus at7:46 AM
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
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ytd i went on some emotional roller coaster. morning & early afternoon i was happy, late afternoon i was angry & night i was sad, heartbroken i would say
alfred thanked jesus at4:54 PM
