just here to let off some steam...

ppl dun like truth, they like lies....

I will make known some truths tt i know and some lies that i hear.

people always say that it is the heart that matters... bullshit! that is one big fat lie! like it or not, people do look at appearance. even if ur heart shine like the sun, you will still get discriminated if you look like a beast! I have been through loads of experiences where i am being shunned due to my looks. sure, u must thinking that, "u dun look that bad wat". LIAR! i look super ugly lor, like some nerdy geeky bookworm. dun bother comforting me by telling me i look ok la, cause that is so hypocritical. Seriously, why bother lieing to me? =.=

if u think that isn't true, i shall bring forth one of my past experience.

Once my friend was holding a b'day party and was discussing with some friends who to invite. She was like talking to my clique of friends then she decided that she would invite my entire clique except me XD reason being? cos i'm a no life.

more examples, everytime i go like chat with some girl, they give me those =.= look, even when i try telling them a joke, they will just reply with a "oh, ok". No big deal right? story's not over yet. Suppose a more better looking person comes by and talk to them, they will not give the =.= look, plus they will even give a reply. the better looking guy can tell them a joke, and they will laugh. Irony is it?

The truth is that as ppl, we will all judge another fro hi or her looks, i am saddened by the stupidity of man.... but can i blame God? i suppose not... i have chatted with some of my cyber friends and most of them tell me that I will be able to find my perfect girl that loves my heart. =.= lies yet again

perhaps i am made to be this way, to live a life of a loner so that i can learn. cause i rly learn alot by being alone, things that cannot be seen by the people involved, things tt cannot be seen by those that follow the crowd, things that can only be seen when u stand on the sidelines patiently and observe....